OK. Enough Moping.
>> Saturday, September 12, 2009
So last night's post was a little emotional for my taste, so I deleted it.
In case you missed it...it basically detailed that I had a bad breakup this week.... All I can say is... last nights writing was the result of some incoherent, drunk blogging. I don't recommend it. Anyway, today is a new day and whatever answers I thought needed...are ones that must be answered in my own way. Sometimes, people are unable to give us the closure that we think we deserve and need. For me, its back to the business of finding closure about the end of an intolerable situation in my own way.
So, for the first time in many, many weeks...I'm getting back to me by spending my day making jewelry. Its time to start worrying about who I am and want to be for a change. And, to stop handing power over to someone who seems to be entirely incapable of getting me or appreciating me.
Anyway...my best girls just left after an amazingly great hour of morning coffee. I'm really grateful to have some true friends who are happy to prop me up in my times of need. And, they keep me around, because they know that whenever they need me... I'll show up to for their aid with some seriously awesome earrings.
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6 comments:
Good for you! Jewelry making can sometimes be the best therapy. Starting over is exciting! It really is! And savor the "Me" time. Because you should be thankful for who you are, and enjoy yourself!
I found that sometimes it's a bad situation and tough time that end up getting you exactly where you need to be. It sucks now, but if you keep up what you're doing now - having you time, I believe you'll find out that this was exactly what you needed!
Sounds hopeful and naive but I'm happy to hear about another girl getting rid of dead weight and taking care of herself!
You go girl!!! The only way out of this is to move forward and let the past stay where it belongs. I agree with the previous person. Beading IS good therapy.
I feel your hurt! Having been through that road myself more than enough times. It is not worth your staying in thought of him leaving, I found that some day down the road, You will actually be THANKFUL things turned out this way. I know I have every time. Creativity is the spice to keep you looking forward and not behind. All battles begin and end in our minds. ;-) May the new beginning be the best yet!
Oh... the dangers of drunk blogging... standing in front of the great void of the internet, in the safety and security of one's own home and with the social lubrication of a couple of drinks... well... turns into what my sister calls, "verbal diarrhea".
Good for you though to return to what you love and making things. The power of creating is a mighty salve to heal hurts.
I missed last nights post but I am truly happy that today brigs new vision and inspiration for you! ...I'm always worse late at night if I'm feeling emotional. It's amazing how the soft glow of the sun shining can really lift spirits! So glad to hear that you decided to spend some YOU time with the beads and I can't wait to see what fabulousness you'll have to share with us!
*hugs*
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